I CAN'T


By


Nikki Harrington

 

BJ cannot believe what he is feeling for Hawkeye.
A pre-slash story.
Written: October 2007. Word count: 100.


 

It's ridiculous.

 

Nonsense.

 

Impossible.

 

I can't feel this way.

 

I love Peg.

 

I can't want him. A man. My best friend. My partner in crime.

 

I can't.

 

But I do.

 

I do want him. I want his arms around me. I want . . .

 

God help me, I want his lips on mine. His hands . . .

 

No.

 

I won't think like that.

 

I can't.

 

It's ridiculous.

 

Nonsense.

 

Impossible.

 

He's looking at me.

 

He knows.

 

And I know something: he wants me.

 

And ridiculous or not, I know there'll come a day when . . .

 

When it won't be nonsense any longer.

 

We will be together.

 

Kindred Spirits is the companion piece to this story.

 

Feedback is always appreciated

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